not now,

Y Sunday, April 08, 2007

right
this sucks
well
everything sucks
suck balls
(not that i do suck balls, no)
oh fuck
i'm lossing touch with some friends ):
gee
maybe i shd be more lady-like and shut up more often, shdn't i?
its saddening
to see one go after another
not that they're dying
but its like everyone is distaning frm one another
am i that "unwanted" in this society?
hving to stoop so low and hold back tears at times
must i always?
do i hv to?
is it so necessary and difficult?
hv you ever pondered?

well well,
made rum balls and butter cake last night with my aunt
i screwed up a lil though ):
oh fuck
i feel like tearing now ):
thank you Sum41 for the song "Pieces"
describes my feelings
probably bcos i'm listening to it now
its just so saddening and screwed and ironic and..
i really don't know..
okkae,
lets not hv my train of thoughts going onto the wrong track
this morning,
i overslept as usual
brought my dog to see the vet
then home
went to East Coast and had "Kenny Rogers"
not that i ATE Kenny Rogers
Nooo~~
and had tuition -.-
apparently i didn't get my specs and hair cut
my hair will be cut tmr
met Kok Hua <3
and finally after 2 YEARS
i'm GOING
FINALLY GOING
to learn drums
woopee~~
like i even bother now.
oh well,
life sucks doesn't it?
oh wait,
it always does.

vulnerable;
Y
6:18 PM