Y Wednesday, October 25, 2006
life ; really does sucks . Chee Hao doesn't talk to me anymore nor his friends . he will nvr forgive me anymore . i cried and couldn't sleep for th whole of last night . my hair is so is uncontrolable ? bleahhx . i did chinese seal carving today and its was terrible . CO ended late today . but thank god there's a saving grace thing . kok hua and friends made me feel happier (: haha . i told them to bring tissues and they did . haha ! they were so handy . then played in th rain again like last month when i got dumped . its so coincidental . like last time , we broke up on a monday and it rained on Wednesday and Chee Hao didn't come for CO . this time is the same thing . haiix . i'm still fucking grounded . my mum is driving me insane . tmr is the last day of sch . i'm not quite prepared for all the songs for the concert yet . OMFG . i find no meaning in life to live on anymore . sighh . haiix . like this blow its just as great as the previous one . thank god i didn't cry in sch today but i almost did . and i hv yet to cut myself yet but hopefully i don't hv th urge to . sighh .
vulnerable;
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