Y Tuesday, October 24, 2006
INSTRUCTION !
` this is a quiz about you.
` do ler and make 5 victims to do the quiz.
` if someone tag you back, you may not need to do it.
` but if you want to do, you may do.
HAPPY DOING ! (:
you are ?
` Cristal (:
when is your birthday ?
` 25`o3`93
your horoscope ?
` Aries
what do you like most ?
` music and arts (:
what do you hate most ?
` injustice, inequality, HYPOCRITES
what is your primary school ?
`Haig Girls' School (:
do you like your primary school ?
` can be better
what is your secondary school ?
` Manjusri Secondary School.
do you like your secondary school ?
` quite alright
your current class is ?
` 1C
do you like your current class ?
` definitely
have you ever like someone in your class ?
` i confess . its a yes .
which teacher you like most ?
` Mdm Adeline Tay
which teacher you dislike most ?
` Mr Osman
which subject you like most ?
` art and music
which subject you dislike most ?
` science and humanities
who is/are your good friend(s) ?
` practically everyone i know cause they're always there for me (:
you love ?
`my friends , biological family and god family (:
now, say anything about yourself that you might want to add.
you can write as much as you want ! (:
` i've just been dumped . dun ask why .
` i'm fat and short so i'm gonna go on a strict diet and work out vigourously . ha !
` life just simply can't get any worse than these ( though i know it will be )
` i'm trying to be as emo as i can .
` i miss Chee Hao
VICTIMS !
# zero - ONE ; Odelia
# zero - TWO ; Hui Min
#zero - THREE ; i dunno . whoever wants to do lahz .
wahahahas. (:
haha. cute lil Feng Yi nuer tagged me to do this de . haiix . actually, not happy at all . vry sad . damn fucking sad . this time Chee Hao break with me is not his fault , its mine . its has always been . damn i hate my life . sighh .
like last Sunday we talked on the phone , he di siao or perhaps joke abt him liking other girls then before that i promise him that i won't throw tantrum or gv him attitude anymore . then i did but i was joking a lil as well but a bit more to the serious side . i couldn't control myself coz i got a lil angry and sad coz i belive wadd he said . he hung up on me . then i realised he was angry then i msged him to forgive me , obviously he didn't reply . then on monday he was like," BREAK !! " then he slam the phone . so i thought of letting him cool first then talk to him nicely the next day .
initially, i'm not grounded anymore but after today i am coz i didn't gv my mum my fren's number -.- . i cut my hair . i rank # 1o in class . all these i couldn't tell him coz he was piss . then i was like confused lahz . i dunno if we're still together or broken up . then i thought we broke up coz evrytime i call him , he will hang up on me . then i asked for my things back . then he got angry then he said." fine you want ur things back ? fine . u want break okiie . " and like i just started crying in the middle of Suntec City infront of Pei Yi , Harmony , Fracis , Hong Wei , Terence , Feng Bo and Benjamin after watching Silk and after eating Pizza Hut and after playing at the Arcade . it was only then i realise we're still together lahz . then as the day is ending , he got angrier , hung up even more , i cried even more . i tried persuading him , he wouldn't listen , he kept on saying that i was lying all these while ( sarcastically ). sighh. its no hope le . i really can't lose him anymore lahz .
like last ngiht , i read all the msges he sent then i realised that he really loves me lahz . so this break was a misunderstanding , i should hv just kept my cool then . now i lost him. he wouldn't patch back . like we're going for our 6th mth and i ruinded it all . and my dreams of being his bride ? shattered . like before , i'm left BWORKKENN . right back to square one once again . damn i changed my blogg skinn at th right time . fuck lahz . o8`o5`o6 to 24`1o`06 .. i lost you 5 times for it was all my wrong doing ........................ two words ; life SUCKS !
vulnerable;
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