Y Monday, October 09, 2006
yeahh. me and Chee Hao 5th month. *clap clap* that was yesterday. today history and maths paper 1. don't talk to me abt history. but if i pass this paper, i made history. wdv. my mum is at Bali now, coming back on Friday, her b.dae. and wadd? my aunt actually read all my smses of Chee Hao. wadd da FUCK lahz. from 8th May to 8th October. from the super sweet ones to the breakup ones. then she told her sister, who told her mum, who is my grandma and all had the urge to slap him and all. said that he's so badly educated. wadd da fuck lahz. so the guy i used to like or perhaps, still have a lil' lil' tiny tiny feeling for, replied me on my tagg board coz i tagged his tagg board. so he said that he told Jun Lin that he got rejected by his pri sch fwenn but the fact is that he doesn't want me to know who his stead is. i feel like such a big fat fucking jerk lahz. wadd de hell. guess she's someone from our class. perhapsits.. okie i shall just keep certain comments to myself. i hate my love life or history or wdv! i so fucking hate it. always being SCREWED UP , USED UP . so FUCKED UP . wouldn't the world just SHUT THE FUCKING UP lahz. obviously if i were to ask him for another chance in future, it would probably be a big fat NO no. wadd da fuck. i can so break down into tears now. but like.. its just a tiny tiny feeling so its just another hrtwrecking feeling. < / 33 x .. oh god. won't the world let me runaway from all these troubles? guess not. they would rather watch me suffer in vain and PAIN. screw love.tmr science and literature. whao. then i can't remember wadd i got. fuck. and i'm changing my blogg skinn again! (: like i still have the mood to laugh. so twisted. and i cut a hair cut. super frizzy. short lil' pony tail. and still keeping my SOMEWHAT Paul Twohill fringe. in loving memories of Paul Twohill coz stoopid Jasmine got in not Paul. SCREW JASMINE TYE and this world will be a better place. and its so fucking irritating when there's like going on with someone or sth but like when i ask what's going on, no-fucking-body would say. like my jiie jiie and Chee Hao thing. Yvette said she couldn't say much. that's one. and more. i can't think of. fuck. life really does sucks.
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