Y Sunday, October 29, 2006
" sad is not the solution. forget about me and nothing will happen. for your dvd and phone i will pass it to you the next time i see you. dun bother reply. " and tears flown . familiar ? ya , chee hao sent it to me today . i thought i could easily get over him coz of wdv th fuck happened on Friday and some more i hv like all my god- relatives and frenz to support me . i think i slept at 3 or 4 in th morn coz lately i hv sleeping problems and i can't stop thinking abt him . its so hard to forget . so i just teared . and then there's this haunting fear that Chee Hao and maybe that girl will come and find me someday and beat me up or sth .
initially i wanted to change my URL incase they come and find me or sth . by then again , everyone said that hiding isn't a solution so ya . i'm just gonna leave it as such . think i like someone lahz but then i still can't get over Chee Hao and besides , i dun think that guy likes me or sth so ya , that is not vry important . then its like , Chee Hao's display name on msn is , " sick and tired of you!!!!!!!! " and his display message is " haiz sad is not the only solution........................'' SIGHHs.
so sian . now holidays got loads of hw . alot of programmes coming up as well . and i'm still fucking grounded for th rest of the yr . bleahhx .
vulnerable;
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