Y Sunday, September 17, 2006
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and.. still.. STUCK.. with a busted com. -.- pissing me off. okiie. so i lived a day with september 8. i don't understand why GOD wouldn't let me live life without that day. i don't understand why GOD let me wake up to a morning of september 8. -.-" bleahhx! okiie. so i've mostly recuperated. *clap clap* but then again, if september 8 didn't come, i wouldn't have learnt about things which i should have known MONTHS AGO. so all these while, i was left out in the dark, clueless. NO ONE told me ANYTHING. not even hints. its THAT bad. so when i learnt the truth behind all the fucking cooked up lies, i can easily conclude that Justin is actually a guy, times nicer than Chee Hao. so now i'm gonna reveil them. even though i'm not suppose to. but i really didn't know what to do. so people, read my post, be my judge, my jury and conclude your point of views, penalties, punishment. the case as follows;
o8`o9`o6; conversation with PERSON A;
it was after chinese orchestra. after i kept my instrument and arranged the tables and chairs (punishment for coming late from break -.-). PERSON A approached me. told me the truth in which she learnt it from PERSON B. PERSON B told PERSON A that she still had feeling to PERSON C after all these months. PERSON B and PERSON C were actually together since August o5 but was dumped on o6 or o8 or May, earlier this year. they did break up once and PERSON C waited for PERSON B for half a year before they could finally patch back and it was through PERSON D that they could finally patch back. they last time they broke up it was because PERSON C liked someone, who is me. that's why. when PERSON C todl PERSON B to break, PERSON B was like," fine, you want to break? break lahz!" but when they hung up PERSON C cried like god-knows-what. and now, PERSON B still feels for PERSON C after all these months and has been avoiding me and i didn't know and PERSON B still have thoughts that she and PERSON C would patch together again.
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okiie okiie. blah blah blah. they rest as they say is history. this is really gonna be long long long. so i'm gonna end here coz its been two weeks since i could this shit thing. wdv. so i'm gonna cut short from what i know.
chee hao wants me back, though he has a stead. reecently i have some feelings for this guy whom i'm not gonna say who. i told chee hao that he still have the chance to win my heart back and that he could patch if he's single but i did tell him that i liked someone else. he cried. i cried. i didn't know what to do. i called kok hua who called benjamin. so now i told the guy. he said he doesn't mind waiting for me. i dowan to see chee hao hurt nor do i want to hurt. i dowan that guy to wait for me for so long coz i think its not right. so i cried. now my phone no batt. charger spoil. i can't make up my mind for the feelings i had for chee hao or that guy. benjamin and kok hua and jun lin said dun care. hui min said i could gv him a chance but then again he might come up with evil things. i dunno. be my judge and jury, and decide my path for me. pls and ty.
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