screams
[points middle finger straight into your face for fun]
i completely fucked my papers upside down
barfed
adventurous roller coaster rides of emotions
it was a fun
got your ticket?
then hope onto the ride &join in the fun
unforgettable,
it'll get you months to recover i swear
oh well
too bad for you
[sticks tongue out]
this game is only for me
VIP :D
(not)

got a new mouse
my previous one couldn't left click
I
WANT
SONGS
&to die
no more grievings on LOVESNOTONLYBLINDBUTDEATH
whao, what a mouthful
this desperation

watched Ironman
(theme song rings)
with baby &Gary

HAPPY (belated) MAMAS' DAY

HOLIHOLIDAYS!
THEY'RE COMING!
commitment for this June:
"to arts; i will paint and nothing more"
hey,
you can use this phrase as an intelligen quote or sth in futute
so you'd probably see sth like this:

"TO ARTS; I WILL PAINT AND NOTHING MORE"
-Cristal Tan

here (in your arms)
ok,
been blog suuuuuuuuuurrffing for a while.
i'm suppose to do my maths and lit like now,
but,
who bothers?
and,
i'm trying desperately to help Rui Yun (&myself)
by finding good freestyle or any fill- in (s)
disconnecting; side tracking.
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,
back to the point on blog suuuuuuuuuurrffing,
i've seen people updating,
so ya,
had the feeling to blog a little.

ytd's IFD prject/ presentation wasn't as fun as we expected it to be,
it wasn't easy,
but we can't do much,
we're tired,
tallk much.

GOT MY CONTACTS ON (:
and it flew out from my left eye during Orchestra,
it was an epic search for my lens when it was missing;
imagine one of your eye is crystal- crystal clear,
while the other is half blind,
it was that. bad.
but but,
after 2 seconds of panicking and searching,
i gasped! as in literally,
it was on my left shoulder,
i found it,
yay me (:
right,
there i go,
side tracking again.

back to the point of the IFD project/ presentation,
yaya,
bribary bribary,
whatever you want to call it,
its long over,
even if we're disqualified or anything,
come on, it's not gonna make any difference anyway.
but it was really nice of Hui Zhen,
she said i was using "beauty bribary".
HAHA!
i'm like blushing in front of the monitor now.
yes people,
vomit your guts out now,
"beauty?"
i'm not bragging i'm gorgeous like those models of glossy magazine pages,
but still,
damn i'm not making any point here.
MY EYES ARE LARGER THAN YOURS,
in your face people,
ha!

oh my god,
the freaky principal just popped into the class during physics today,
i didn't realise her presense in class
and i was still happily playing with a rubrik's cube,
dammit.

CLASS PHOTO!
"the two girls behind, no kissing."
stupid photographer,
why can't i kiss Sha?
and we weren't kissing,
i could hv though,
so i ended up smiling,
how boring.

alright,
and this little bit of the nonsensical post goes out to..
those who made my 15th BIRTHDAY SPECIAL (:
it wasn't all grand and fancy and super sweet,
but it was really sweet of you guys to wish me a happy birthday,
get me presents (:
i kept them nicely.
&Feng Yi,
for going through the trouble to actually buy me a cake,
and a PATRICK STARFISH BALLOON,
and a little soft toy,
god i love you.
my Wu Pei Yi &Fatheen,
i love the brownie that you made.
i had to eat two cakes on that day,
my zip almost burst,
but that's ok,
i'm willing to gain that few pounds
cause in the first place i do not even have a mere decent figure.
Sha &Levon,
for that little fraction of brownie,
with a 'C' on it that was dusted with icing,
i savoured evey little bite of it :D
&everyone one who made it special <3
thank you all.
and baby for buying me roses,
its what i always wanted.
you gave it to me though belated,
i almost cried when i hugged you,
i love you.

alright this is getting no where and very abhorrent,
ha.
right,
shall update once more,
when ever.

OH YES!
MONTAGE IS COMING!
GET YOUR TIX FROM ME :D
PLEASE AND THANK YOU
BUENO NOCHE

REOPENING OF SCHOOL
i get to see <3d'o8 again {:
yayness.
MARK YOUR CALENDERS!
SCRIBBLE ON EVERY SINGLE SHEET OF PAPER YOU OWN!
TATTOO IT ON YOUR SKIN!
WRITE IT ACROSS YOUR FACE!
REMIND YOURSELF!
&COUNTDOWN WITH ME
8 MORE DAYS TO MY 15TH!
gosh i'm so fucking excited about turning 15 {:
in a good way,
please don't think of this wrongly
calm down Cristal, calm down, breathe.
(breathes slowly, inhaling and exhaling deeply)
ok,
changes in time table.
i wish it was a tramatising ( ? spelling ) drastic change
where the entire time table goes topsy- turvy ( ? spelling )
damn, i suck at spelling ):
anyyyyyyyyyyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaayys,
(pause here for like 5 minutes)




















































































gosh, i just realised nothing amusing happened today
at least i can't think off,
dammit.
now dammit again why is everyone getting this Shoet Term Memory thing?
its like a disease or sth,
infected with.
AN EXCUSE!
unless i'm ooooooooooooooooold or schizopheric,
that's a reason,
otherwise there's no expection for forgetting.
i learnt my lit. well (:
well enough to get the lowest in class
HEYOH!
isn't she lovely?

I WANT A NEW LIFE!
for good(:
yayness!
all you people reading this damn thing now,
you only have 13 MORE DAYS before you either
a) give me a BIRTHDAY PRESENT :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
b) give me 15 BIRTHDAY BASHES!
or
c) CATCH THE MAROON 5 CONCERT WITH ME!
that is, if i'm going.
HURRY!
TIME IS RUNNING OUT!
&I'M GONNA GET THAT FREAKIN' IC THING SOON!
SAY OH MY GOD WITH ME (:
be happy people,
i UPDATED,
HA!
in all of your smelly smelly faces (NOT)
ok, i didn't mean it, honest.
but still,
HA!
ok, i'm getting too carried away.
yay i got my instrument <3
i play it everyday :D
NO MORE GRIEVINGS ON LOVESNOTONLYBLINDBUTDEATH.
at the very least i spoke a little about my life (:
ok, you might be wondering,
why the hell is SHE here in Singapore and not THERE in OBS?
it's a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong story,
&i swear its longer that is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
longer than your grandma's.
dates back all the way to HITLER'S time
ok, that was a little exagerrated.
BUT STILL!
its long.
SUBWAY eat fresh MADNESS
I LOVE SUBWAY! <3
DON'T YOU JUST LOVE IT TOO? :}
MY GOSH!
I MISS ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS &BESTIES <3>IN MJR AND ELSEWHERE,
I SO FREAKING HAVE TO CALL EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM OUT.
HEY,
YOU NEVER KNOW,
IT COULD BE YOU (:
EVERYBODY SAY AWWW WITH ME
READY?
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS &BESTIES <3
&MY CLASS IS A WACK :DDD <3d'o8
HAHAS
I NEED A LIFE,
I'M GONNA GET IT,
SERIOUSLY.
&for once you get to see some colours, huh?

serj tankian <3
its sad,
mainstreams &undergrounds ):
anyways,
new seating arrangement;
grumbles,
i can't sit with my sexy ):
help to paint Pei Yi/ Fatheen's class
my skirt is baby pink





ok, enough of grieving on lovesnotonlyblindbutdeath,
i need a bigger jar,
seriously.










happy 15 month anni baby <3

tmr's 15 mth <3
hoho (:




tied to the testing of wails










{FengYiC.ristalT.3
FENGYIismysexy
i love everyone else who's been there,
here.
hello,
it's breathing,
once again.



















(nothing more than a line in your book)

school's ok
so far
no wait,
it could,
and has been getting worser for me.



why can't we make the darkness feel like home?

break downs and barfs(almost).
freak sec1 orientation performance(6).
new teacher and extremely loud classmates for a change.
at weak's end,
what a fuck mess,
infected with,
caged.

25.03/93, Thursday
30.10/06, Monday <3
♥ Neo Kok Hua <3
<3d'o8

♥basecodes,
♥editor,